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Cake day: May 30th, 2024

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  • I have a sub aracnoid cyst, It started growing and shoving my brain into my spine, I had brain surgery, and I’m on a combo of meds that would kill a normal person. I experience hallucinations that I can never turn off all the time. Sparks, trailers, things that aren’t melting melting, usually numbers and letters, sometimes everything is technocolor, sometimes double vision, tunnel vision, White noise often sounds like angelic singing, I hear my name a lot when there’s no sounds, anyways. I live a mostly, kind of sort of, normal life. Driving isn’t really a problem, it’s not my reaction times or decision making that’s the issue, and the reality I see is doing weird shit, but I don’t see things in the wrong place. But also, these aren’t all happening all the time, abs if I get a few happening at once, I’ll try and take it easy. Things have gotten better with the dissolution of my former relationship. A lot less random dramatic stress.















  • money. no US based news even reported on the racist, insane shit Trump was saying. constantly. you’d be hard pressed to hear Trumps voice before the election in the US, Fox was running 24hr news reals of “dirty Mexicans are flooding over the boarder killing and raping white women everywhere in the US” just over and over again. social media was flooded with posts of “Biden and Harris are Pro-Israel here’s Israel killing children in gaza again” over and over. we had relatively low voter turn out, lot of very sudden voting changes right before the election, and Bezos, and Musk openly moving heaven and hell to support Trump. This is what capital wanted. a horrid, corrupt government that can be wielded with little effort.